It's just a matter of time 'till my mind starts tricking me

It's dark outside and I'm so afraid of my own mind

Pleasant times and dreams are gone

Life slips through my fingers

And time is not passing anymore

The battle against desires is unfair, the forces of addiction will always be stronger

Darkness seems deeper, while brightness fades away

No!

All I want now

Is to finish

With this life

Unbearable pain

Crossing my body

And my mind

Suffer, sorrow

Agony

I don't want this lies

Desolation and despair

Without end

After the storm

A brief moment of clarity

Is there hope in me?

I need to break free from this burden

Is there a way

To get out of

This god damn misery?

I long for an end

A new beginning

What is this?

All this fire

All this chaos

Why does she seems so afraid of me?

Feel my fury

The disgrace, this hell

Surrounding me

Oh my memories

All I want now

Is to finish

With your life

Unbearable pain

Crossing your body

And your mind