Searching for a key

I realize there is no way

And now I stand

Here in this hell without hope!

Numbed by regret, it's my own fault

Look what I've done!

My hands are trembling

Her body fell and now she's gone

All the pain that I left behind

Is coming after me

I beg for your forgiveness

I've become an aberration

All the pain that I left behind

Is coming after me

I beg for your forgiveness

I've become an aberration

Now I face my test

Now I search for peace

So dark outside

I'm so afraid to die

Pleasant times and dreams forever gone

The water is dragging me

To the deepest part of the sea

I'm beneath the weight of the ocean

Now I lay to rest

Now I rest in peace