[Intro]

Tryna stich myself together

But the cracks just seem to grow

So I'm letting go of the weight of what I never got to know

[Verse 1]

Bad day, but it's nothing different than the last eight

Half baked, threw another 20 in the gas tank

It's easy now, but when I hear your name, it gets me freezing up

Retreating 'cause I'm holding on to faith you'll never see in us

In bad shape, wondering how much of it you had faked

Plans change and these thoughts will only ever add weight

I'm feeling upset, I needed help, so I've been seeking some

Rеvealing what exactly are thе poisons I've been seeping from

[Pre-Chorus]

I'm done bleeding from the bandages you left around my throat

I've been healing from the damages you left me with exposed

[Chorus]

Guess I'm running out of reasons

To keep holding on to hope

Every promise was a season

And the coldest hurt the most

Tryna stich myself together

But the cracks just seem to grow

So I'm letting go of the weight of what I never got to know

[Verse 2]

Every more I'm making, I still check who got their hands in it

Trying not to fold, but all this pressure got me scrambling

Thought I had control, but lately, I've been barely managing

Every time I breathe, it feels like something keeps demanding it

Caught between my instincts and the truth I keep abandoning

Holding every instance of a thought I should be banishing

You treated co-existence like a weapon built for brandishing

Act like it's resistance when I told you I'd be vanishing

[Pre-Chorus]

I'm done bleeding from the bandages you left around my throat

I've been healing from the damages you left me with exposed

[Chorus]

Guess I'm running out of reasons

To keep holding on to hope

Every promise was a season

And the coldest hurt the most

Tryna stich myself together

But the cracks just seem to grow

So I'm letting go of the weight of what I never got to know

[Outro]

Weight of what I never got to know

Weight of what I never got to know