I can’t do this any longer

This pain and stress is eating me alive

It’s time to let go of everything and everyone

They’ll never even notice that I’m gone

That I have left this world

Time to tie the noose or pull the trigger, jump off a roof, I’ve lost all vigor. My decision made there’s nothing better left to fucking do

My life is going no where!

That’s why I have come to this conclusion

This is the beginning of my end!

What just happened? I don’t know what to do

I took my life, I swear I did, but here I am still with you

A second chance has been granted to me

My mind now flipped, things are different, what the fuck happened to me

What did I do to deserve this second chance at life, this change within my sight

I never wanted to inhale another breath again yet here I am with a new mindset

It’s time to take charge of my life!

Fuck my past. Fuck my old way of life

I’m not sure where to start or what to do, but I won’t let that stop me. I will pay my fucking dues!

I fucked up a lot before, but no longer who I am anymore

I'm now a being of constant forward evolution

I’ll take more chances on myself for myself and fill my cup back up again

I need to face my fears and take a step in courage

I need to follow my dreams and intuition make this shit come into fruition

Never stopping till I die; my time

Pain a river of fire it can burn you up or you can use it’s heat to better yourself and your life