Everything within me is just rotting blackened flesh

Everyone who’s near me is a waste of fucking breathe

All this scum filling our kingdom should be put to death

Or make them witness the acceptance of my mind’s darkness within!

Hatred is spilling from my pores. (James Martin)

Lashing out in every form I tear you down to build myself

With no consideration for the people that I hurt in the process

The selfish pull. The lack of remorse

My hollow soul. My disdain for all. (James Martin)

Consuming, engrossing, every moment of my time

I cannot control this rage within my mindset

Letting go of every single bit of patience that I had

Every single bit of kindness that I ever gave

I refuse to ever let myself be hurt again

I don’t think I’ll ever climb out of this hell

Crawling through this broken life wishing for death

This vicious cycle is taking its toll

My mindset is a - is a black hole

Pulling the light away from all nearby

Survival my only concern

Destruction of your mind can fuel my very action. (James Martin)

Taking this out on my friends and family. Manipulation tactics are used so perfectly!

Raging through life

The anxiety is killing me

Running circles in my mind

I feel like I will never be set free