Released on October 15, 2021

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[Verse 1]

Life ain't what I thought it was

I need a re—refund

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh

They try to take me for a fool

Playin' by they rules is somethin' I can't do

I need a re—refund

So what these people want from me?

Oh, I

Oh, oh

I try to do it for the charts

I try to do it from my heart

Since I was four, I was taught

To be better than the next man

That ain't in Your plan

Mm-mm

Mm-mm-mm

So I'ma try again


[Verse 2]

So tell me, why don't I

Give You all my life?

I just can't get it right

Do You even know what this feel like?

Yeah

I've been on ten since ten this mornin'

We should have talked, but I'm stressed from tourin'

Lookin' for answеrs, where I'm at is feelin' foreign

But it's crazy, I'm still scorin'

I feel somе days I got this

Some days I'm not it, You say I'm righteous

But I don't feel righteous

I see my idols fall

I am alright, was cold

Been insecure like Saul

But I can't lose it all

There's nothin' I don't know

Can't have my family broke

That's why I'm tryin'

Tryin' to find me

But she hope this pressure make her free

I know that it's time to make up my mind

I can't let these people down

God, help me, please

I've been in my head

And I know that I ain't been the best today

But I'ma try again


[Outro]

Hey Aaron, just wanted to reach out to you real quick

Let you know I love you, how proud I am of you

Was just thinkin' the other day

Of us on 705 Chester Street

Your mom was tryin' to teach you how to rap

I think I did really good

My firstborn, baby boy

Right there, right there

You gotta speak up a little bit, okay?

'Kay