[Chorus: nishith]

I tried to hit you back the other day

But everything just turned in a different way

Don't know if you got anything to say

So stressed that my hair's already turning gray

I knew that I was scared, I couldn't take it

Heart on display, why'd you have to break it?

This shit's a tragedy, we lived a fantasy

But real life just hit, this shit's insanity, yeah

[Verse 1: A1TH]

Findin' that I'm out of touch, yeah

Seein' that I'm losin' and I'm runnin' out of luck, yeah

I'm perfectionistic 'bout my song, but that don't transfer when I'm in a rut

I feel stuck

Think I'm always gettin' better, but it's never different

No matter what situation I'm in, I feel distant

Don't think the ones around me care, so I do not listen, uh

I don't listen

Can't go a minute without thinkin' that I'm crazy

Know you didn't rip on, but that's not my problem lately

More and more I go on, think that this is all my fate, see

I been on the same shit and it don't seem like it's changing

Always want a heart from them, but I think I should face it

I know there's a time that's gone but I just can't replace it

I got lost in the past, I just can't seem to where

I was back in those days, man, I wish I could just make it

[Chorus: nishith]

I tried to hit you back the other day

But everything just turned in a different way

Don't know if you got anything to say

So stressed that my hair's already turning gray

I knew that I was scared, I couldn't take it

Heart on display, why'd you have to break it?

This shit's a tragedy, we lived a fantasy

But real life just hit, this shit's insanity, yeah

[Verse 2: A1TH & nishith]

Sabotage can get the best of me (The best of me)

I'ma keep on goin' relentlessly (Relentlessly)

But I'll make it past and I will make it last (Make it last)

But keep my name in mind, you will not make it past

Yeah, you all tryna make me look bad

Tryna look past online, oh was that a cam? Look back, uh

Yeah, goin' insane, I'm stuck in my brain

It's in my fate, but I know I can't do that, yeah

Gettin' [?]

Thought I could trust [?] that I was in love with her

But really I can't do it

Man, shit's just all a blur

Startin' this shit is harder than I thought

Anxiety is killin' me, I want it all to stop

I'm doin' nothin' wrong, I still don't wanna get caught, 'cause

I cannot reach everybody's expectations, uh

[Bridge: nishith]

I told you, you were in my head

X-Ray vision, but you're lying with her

Can't tell whether I should be scared

For this shit, I was not here

Wasn't aware of the call, didn't think we were broke

Now I'm slowly, slowly, slowly, slowly goin' on a fall

Loved you actually, we lived the fantasy

But real life just hit, this shit's insanity (Yeah)

[Chorus: nishith]

I tried to hit you back the other day

But everything just turned in a different way

Don't know if you got anything to say

So stressed that my hair's already turning gray

I knew that I was scared, I couldn't take it

Heart on display, why'd you have to break it?

This shit's a tragedy, we lived a fantasy

But real life just hit, this shit's insanity, yeah