polyester - Intellectual

[Intro]

What do you want from me?

Yo, ayy, ayy

Okay, uh, ayy, ayy, ayy

Morning rain and summer shade

Simulate the winter on the hottest day

Cannabis smell in the hallway

Scrap papers on the ground, it look like queen at bay

Livin' life in the alleyway

My moment to shine, it quick, it fades away

Daddy told me "Seize it 'fore it slips away"

What on Earth am I bankin' on where I gotta wait this long?

Take this long

When I gotta face my fears

Push full force at the dream

Pedal down, no wheel, can't steer

Rum and Coca-Cola in my cup

I had to throw up 'bout an hour ago

Fuck it, pull trig, no caliber

Challenger, pullin' up at midnight, plenty passengers

Abacus, with the mathematics when he add it

She hit me up late at night and actin' like it's not to fuck

Tell you what, I'll come through no problem if you scoop me up

I'm not in a state to walk, I'm high and drunk, ayy

(I'm not in a state to walk, I'm high and drunk)

(Haha)

*Cough*

(Okay)

But it's hard to be heard when you gotta be vague

Fuck your parents, fuck your job, fuck your face type shit

Fuck a beat, I don't need it, it just help me keep my speed

Most the time when I record, I'm way too fried

I need to breathe, fuckin' breathe

Got me on some blue face type shit

Dead gaze type shit

I'm not fuckin' playing, I need space to process and to function

I don't wanna leave all our memories in this apartment

We lit so many 'Woods in here, we curve tobacco hardness

What feelings you feel when lookin' at me?

I don't wanna get too personal but tell me, am I selfish for carrying out a passion?

Chasin' what I imagine is probably not gonna happen

But probably not gonna happen never been on my to-do list

How could I have been so foolish?

I hope my girl was right when she said I'll be one to push it

Drop some merch or you could film some footage for the music

Life feels like a movie anyways, I might just shoot it, yeah