[Verse]

Hiding depression in drugs, It's okay, I kinda like that

Pain is fucking never-ending, maybe I should fucking end it

I am starting to believe there is something wrong with me

Starved myself till I was weak

Drug abuse and skipping sleep (Late)

Yeah, I smother all my problems with my lack of calories

I ignore this love and I ignore my friends and family

I have no more energy, why'd you seem so dead to me?

Pop antidepressants on prescription at my pharmacy

I don't feel my feelings, but I don't want any therapy

I can't feel no love, no joy, or no damn ecstasy, ayy

All I know is anger, fear and guilt, and bad anxiety

Test my pain, I open up my wrist and get my blood to bleed

Bruises and cuts, my words are dust

Suffer alone, suffer at home, smoke on my own, warming my bones

Checking my phone just for your name

But I'm too busy just drinking with Chase

Blood in my place, mask made of lace

Hole growing bigger while I am in danger

Depression, it lingers so just pull the trigger

Fuck

[Pre-Chorus]

5:05 in the middle of the night

I don't wanna fucking die, but it seems so right

Put the car into drive, put my soul by my side

No one here for the ride, but it seems so right

[Chorus]

5:05, I don't wanna fucking die

And my head's telling lies

I won't make it through the night

Yeah, rip on my pipe, weed smoke in the sky

When did this marijuana start being a lifeline?

I won't lie, think I'll love you till I die

When we cool at my place with a blunt to the face

While you sit on my waist as you stare into space

While I stare at your face, you will never be replaced

5:05, I don't wanna fucking die

And my head's telling lies

I won't make it through the night

Yeah, rip on my pipe, weed smoke in the sky

When did this marijuana start being a lifeline?