Should I be safe at home

A stronger man who really should know

Better than to reach the edge and

Try to fight this on my own

Can I be something I have yet

To see in my close friends

They've all lost their heads

And it's bringing me down

To the place where I'm supposed to be

Responsibly, for now

I want it, I need it, just one more to satisfy

Can't help it, feel nothing, and nothing feels right

Should I be safe at home

I relapse quicker than you could know

My past compulsions breed convulsions

A sorry scene unfolds

Can I be weak when I'm stable

Strong in the cradle

Strung out in a fable

Where the hero gets saved

I've tried this before

Routines and rewards

What's gonna change

I want it, I need it, just one more to satisfy

Can't help it, feel nothing, and nothing feels right

I tried to find, inside, something civilized

Stolen, borrowed, bought any remnants of a man

Took on too much, too soon, too afraid to fight

Struggled, lost, and won

Just to realize that I can't understand

I want it I need it

I want it I need it

Just one more, just one more

Just one more to satisfy

Like nothing will

Like nothing will

Like nothing will

Like nothing will

Like

Puzzled missing pieces

They don't fit in

Can't help it

Feel nothing

Feel nothing