pure - Intellectual

[Verse 1]

There was a time once, I thought I could be like you

You should've seen it, all of the meaning, and all of what I can't do anymore

There was a time once, that I believed in you

Thought you'd keep me safe from my weaknesses when I'd speak to you

Burn it out in the sun alone

Fix my body, fix my soul

Pour the fever from my pores

I'm better on my own

'Cause I know what I'm like on the inside

I should know the way I can make it right

But I don't, and I'm warm and terrified

It just feels like a bad dream

And I don't know what's happening

And I don't know what happened to me

And I don't know how I can be clean again

Think the dirt settled in way too deep

Let it into the rest of me

And I give all the best of me too

I don't like what is left of me

I don't know what is left here to do