[Intro]

They all sat around, I remember my step-dad

My dad and my mom were trying to fix it

And like they didn't know what to do

I have that too where I just wanna fix it

And my step-dad just said

He just asked me one question

And he said you know, what is it you feel?

And nobody had ever asked me that

And I really thought about it

I knew exactly how I felt

It felt like I was desperately homesick but I'm home

[Verse 1]

Useless I know it don't know where I'm going

Pour gas on the bridge, watch it burn in slow motion

Get rid of the ash drown my past in the ocean

Been foolishly open with no self-controlling

In love, I'm a lush, I've been drinking too much

My mother keeps me and my brother in touch

Afraid to talk to him, I know I might lose him

Wait for good news or some substance abusing

[Interlude]

When you're in it what happens to you?

Yeah, I've been in the process of

Recognizing when I'm starting to spiral

Doing something about it

Just living through it

The bravery is just in existing

[Verse 2]

Lock up my hands while I scream at the cops

I'm loaded and floating my way through the block

Now I gotta stop

I'll fuck up my life on the way to the top

Burying my problems, no faith in the talk

Laugh at the mirror

Pour up a glass, put my past in the rear

Of my dirty ass black automatic mobile

Shit on the path of my last 20 years

Making ends meet while I'm splitting the costs

Of my sins with my demons and weed that I bought

Smoking it all, I don't feel a lot

Away of my fear in the liquor I wash