Let's just have a bad time, you and me

How long is the half life of ecstasy?

We'll soak in the bath till it's all empty

Uncovering the past like hide and seek

Nothing like your parents, you're a freak

They're always embarrassed or tongue in cheek

They don't think you care for the cherry tree

I think it's better in dirt, buried underneath

If I have to crawl all of the night

I wanna see everything in the light

All that I have is the black and the white

I can't look back all my memories combined

It's hard to breathe or I'm not a man

I inhale and hold it as long as I can

There's something in knowing you're right where you stand

But I think that's hell and it's dark here I can't

If you have to leave just know that we cared

Know it's hard to feel it and that isn't fair

We'll do all the healing when you aren't here

If we have to cry every time that we cheers

Rip off the cap and hold out your tongue

All of it's gone when you're looking for some

All of the bottles are empty, I'm done

The hardest to swallows the very last one

Punished by a purpose and missing yours

Mines not any service and living is work

Life is never promised and isn't sure

I can't visit home without getting hurt

We don't get along when the timings worst

I feel bad for Mom, she held Ryan first

Everyone has place though, and I was third

3 were in the race, I'm behind the curve