[Intro]:
(XXXTentacion voice note)
(Pop Smoke voice note)
(PnB Rock voice note)
(Nipsey Hussle voice note)
(2Pac voice note)
All of this pain man, I can't
Breathe
[Verse 1]:
Yeah, uh
Here we go again
Yeah
Here we go again
Here we go again
Here we go again
Yo
You know I walk thru the valley of death
Vest on, timbz on
Neva thought that shit
Would be so complex
Losin love, family memberz and yo friends like that
I can’t really stay lone
Been destroyin myself
But you don't care
I wish you neva let me out
Not respondin my phone calls
Shit was lame no doubt
Growin up
It's way harder
Than the shit that i thought
Need that bread 4 my fam
Gotta grind, find a job
I can’t
Follow my dreams because i ain't got time
I can't
Get that time back because it means they will starve
I'm on
Another level
Another step thru depression
Always scared about my future
Like mane
Now what's gon happen?
Can't make a move
Without thinkin bout the next, yeah
Fightin anxiety
While it 's rippin up my chest
Yeah
I thought i seen dark times
That wasn't shit compared
This feels way worse
Suicidal thoughts
Tryina control myself
I need someone who really cares
Yeah
But nobody really there
Too hard
To find a way out by myself
Been needin some help
Mane a yungin feelin trapped
Is this the end?
Can’t scream out
House made of glass
Always got a timer
And these voices in my head
How much do i have left?
Cause i realized that
Time
The only thing
That matters on this earth
You can’t go back
I can't go back
Can’t find solutions
I can't bring my homies back
All of my idols dead
I dont know where to look
Now yung 5th
What's up with that?
What's up with you?
Yeah
This is my ode to the darkness
Just lemme find a way out
Yeah
This is the ode for the hopeless
Just let em find a way out
Yeah
This for the times i feel lost man
Just lemme find the way now
Yeah
This is my ode to the darkness
Just lemme find a way out
Yeah
Here we go again
Here we go again
Here we go again
Here we go