[Verse 1]

I don’t think yall understand

What m going thru the stress is killin me

My better halfs back home fuckin round

Least that’s what they telling me

She always in the clubs now

And she ain't used to party

And she always wit a new nigga

Say she fuckin em probably

While im over here dodging bullets

Throwin em back at haji

She got her ass up in something tight

Trying to get fucked properly

They seen her last night

Hugged up in the movies

Wit some nigga

Obviously scheming trying to sleep wit my pussy

Try not to sweat it though this blood

Runs hot thru me

This is fire yall fuckin wit now

Please speak truthfully

Plus im hearing she don’t be home

Not half as much as she used to

Got me callin home naw

She ain't pickin up like she used to

And I’ve heard all the stories

Bout how we deploy and they do us

And now my money spends

A lil bit faster than what it used to… I don’t know

[Chorus]

The whole time im gon

She was running round

I thought we were in love

I know what love is now

She’s telling me one thing

Doin another

Now everyday it seems

Harder to trust her

I don’t know

The fuck is really happening

I don’t know

If im over reacting

I don’t know

If she’s home bein faithful

While im gone…

[Verse 2]

When we talk now its always something

Startin an argument

Specially when I ask her

Why she’s never home and all the money she spent

She say she got needs

Sometimes she need to be with her friends

But then I tell her what they tell me

Now she defensive as shit

Her whole story starts changing

How the fuck can I trust this bitch

When she tell me something one week

The next week she forgets

Nothing but more lies and excuses

Everytime she move her lips

2 in the morning cell phone

Ringing in the background loud as shit

Im trying to, keep my cool

Can't afford to lose focus

Cause here that shit el get me killed

Even if just for a moment

So I let a lot of shit slide

Even shit im not supposed to

But it gets harder to cope wit

Not knowin if this is really happening

I’ve seen this movie played before

So I know what happens

She run them streets im trying to

Stay alive in Baghdad…

Fuck her

Yeah I love her but trust is a mother fucker

And she make it harder to believe her

Everytime I talk to her

[Chorus]

[Verse 3]

Get it together sweetheart

I can tell that you lying

Cause we ain't talking like we used to

Plus its getting harder to find you

I know its issues

War is not easy but you create more problems

Still act like nothins happening

I just want you to be honest

If it ain't no other mofucker

Than tell me who the fuck is this guy then

I hear you always with

That just a friend shit I ain't buyin

Though you sell it like the truth

No not now don’t start crying

Cause I know that won't your girl

Last week you was outta town with

Look its too easy to tell the truth

Instead you denied it

Even worse I know you full a shit

And you still trying to hide it

Don’t worry the paperworks in progress

We can put this behind us

But now you wanna come clean

Say you don’t know where your mind went

You got lonely when I left

Needed someone to spend your time with

And you only slept wit em once

Sorry, that’s too many times bitch

The fuck I look like

Holdin on when you let go

And fuck I look like takin you back

I don’t keep trash in my home