Pick it back up where I left off

With the pen and the pad, I will set off

My gentle wrath, you hurt me once, I'll remember that

Never forget, I'll eventually get you back

Whether today or next week

Peddling rage and there's plenty ways to go escape from this bleak

Memory trembling

Stray then you tempt me

Look what you did to me

I can't resist the bleak hatred you baited me patiently

Surely betraying me paying me in some dismay

Wait for the day. I forget your whole face

Heaven could wait, I keep busy, I pace

At the peak that I may cave in, but then I'll regret it all later

The nature of phases compels me to stay in

A loop of abuse and the truth I've debated

I still feel like things don't feel right

I don't feel like living life quite like this

Time and time again

My pride is left to die with lies, I quit

Nothing could ever get you a high like this

Dangle me crumbs, I might die like this

Love without trust won't fly

It'll sink in the sky until my demise

Rowing up rivers of rhythms I've written

To drown the remains of forgiveness

I'm living each day with the heart of a victim and bark of a villain

The bite of a mischievous type

Deliver this, life invites willfulness to incite bitterness

Still possess vices, so night after night, I may still regret

All my decisions reflects in the dread I exhibit

Walk a tight rope with a chemical imbalance

Out of my mind, but I like a new challenge

Color out the lines, think out the box

All these hoes love to chase what they don't got

Fry my mind until my body's in shock

When beats crack like karate chops

And these facts will embody the plot

Hope is all that I have if I kept it a stack

Back, back it up

Pack raps with tough facts, stab me up

Fast, laugh it up

Leaving the pain in my past

Claim that you've had even half, that would suck

Snakes in the grass, dig some holes for your trust

Give a fuck, give a month until all of your bones and your soul turns to dust

That's a joke, you don't have one, you dumb fucking cunt

I never had love, I just had a few hoes that were rubbed with a boredom or lust

A new house of cards, bitch, I am boarding it up

Harsh wicked bitch, did you figure I'd get this pissed?

When your mark triggered

A future far grimmer, but bright like stars glimmer

Poured my heart out, you just took a shot like it's hard liquor

Hard pill to swallow, your love is all filler

I just filled in time, so that you could feel better

From the last hack motherfucker, a trash motherfucker

I should have just dashed from the first of red flags

It's my curse to fall fast, so I'm prone to fall flat

Just a hopeless romantic, this shit made me manic

I should feel grateful you left my ass stranded

Cope with unstable new moments, mismanaged

Brought hope to the table with no table manners

I still feel like things don't feel right

I don't feel like living life quite like this

Time and time again

My pride is left to die with lies, I quit

Nothing could ever get you a high like this

Dangle me crumbs, I might die like this

Love without trust won't fly

It'll sink in the sky until my demise

I still feel like things don't feel right

I don't feel like living life quite like this

Time and time again

My pride is left to die with lies, I quit

Nothing could ever get you a high like this

Dangle me crumbs, I might die like this

Love without trust won't fly

It'll sink in the sky until my demise