Going Ghost

By 4ria

On imstillhere

Released on March 31, 2017

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Chase dreams, panic

So I chase liquor with Xanax

Sand colored skin

On the bitch that i just hold hands with

And since I stopped talking to that other bitch

I've just been on other shit

But this rap shit I can’t quit

Lies to the end

I don't want to see you ever again

Let's not be friends

That’s an insult to me

Some shit I won't ever forget

The end all to me

But I won't ever break a sweat

Until they get off to me

She grabs a pack of Marlboros

Getting brain is simple, but thoughts thorough get lost

And I'm often barking words

For soft girls from parts of my borough

Started something so cold

That hearts froze

So we got toasted like churros

I need some time alone, I'm going ghost (ay)

Fuck all of these hoes, I'm going ghost (ay)

I need some time alone, I'm going ghost (ay)

Fuck all of these hoes, I'm going ghost (ay)

Took a year off just to deal with depression

Don’t call it laziness

Laying out pills like clothes off the dresser

Playing with feelings

On a cloud, but I’m staring at ceilings

Spare me the bullshit

I'm not gonna take it you little hoe

Tapered off the SSRIS

To my own surprise

But what the fuck I just lied

I wasn’t better off without them

Couldn't allow them to take over my life

Never amount to nothing

The shit that happened left me heartbroken

But you're just a girl with a pretty face

Sticking to the program

Sticky situation

When the bitch

That you've been playing with has a boyfriend

If only he knew the type of girl you were

He would be scorching

Divorce them before you scorn them

Or if you really love the bitch

You could slit your wrists just to show them

How you really feel and how you really bleed

Sweet memories tender as some roast beef

All these bitches, I can’t fuck with these now

Slit my wrist, watch myself just bleed out

All these bitches, I can't fuck with these now

Slit my wrist, watch myself just bleed out

All these bitches, I can't fuck with these now

Slit my wrist, watch myself just bleed out

(bleed out, bleed out)