conflicted

By 4am

Released on November 6, 2020

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[Intro]

4am

Here's the water

Oh, oh


[Verse]

I feel so conflicted

Try to tell the point, but everytime they fuckin' miss it

I don't feel too well, I think I need some damn prescription

Constant paranoia, everyday I'm fuckin' trippin'

And I don't wanna bother you, I try to keep a distance

If I disappear would you really care?

I don't see myself when I look in the mirror

Disappointed in the man that I've become

Can someone help me get the fuck up outta here?

People getting on my nerves, but I don't call out

'Cause in the end I don't want none of us to fall out

Because we started from the bottom and we ball now

Without the bros I swear I wouldn't be here at all now

Without the bros I would be rotting in my coffin

And death is on my mind I think about it often

This feeling, so constant

I hate it, I just wanna off it

Each day I wake up and wish that I didn't

I'm still tryna find me a reason to live

And I feel so annoying I feel like a burden

I know that you hate me, I know it for certain

I'm always here, but I feel so gone

Everyday I ask where it all went wrong

If you don't like this, you can skip this song

Had to get some things off my chest, I'm done