[Verse:]

Rusty cogs grinding in your head-space

Teeth grating so hard it's gonna tear face

And you're starting to sweat

Mouth shut, eyes peeled, who's conversation can you fetch?

Howlin' dogs, howlin' in the moonlight

Can you hear as they try to get their shit right?

Can you feel all the roaches in your brain?

Do you wonder if you'll ever have an empty head again?

Nothing is sacred

Mines that are safe are the mines that are vacant

And you realize you're paranoid

Your thoughts, your emotions, null and void

Touching fingers, outer space

All your Earthly emotions will be erased

The machine breaks in front of your eyes

It's a mask you put on, not the best disguise

Can't hide all your outward insecurities

Can't sway in the breeze with the other trees

You want to scream at your best friends

No one is doing you more harm than them

Still you choose to associate

You can't take your mouth from the clear bait

Everybody will leave you at some point

Might as well meet up at the same joint

This carousel you're endlessly riding on

Is gonna wear you out 'till you're dead and gone

It's time to go back home

You don't want to be out too long

The drive home is damn near unbearable

That same fuckin' song on the radio

Get reminded of what you don't have

You don't care if you just fuckin' crash

Tell yourself you're worthless

Just convince yourself that you don't mean shit

After all, what's the harm?

You've done it two times, and the third time's the charm

Small dick, weak arms, no abs

If only that shit were up for grabs

You're a sad little shell

Nothing's left inside but a wish for hell

Don't tell

They'll know who it was when they heard you fell

And of course they'll just shrug it off

Who knows, maybe one of them will cough

Fuckin' nightmares penetrate your daydreams

Fuckin' nightmares ruining the good deeds

You have no one to show for it

Your friends all laugh when you go for it

These cogs need some brand new lube

Get them working, before you lose

Get them spinning like four years ago

Get them working so everyone will know

You wish you were never fuckin' born

There's not a single thing for which you don't feel scorn

It's a cyclical process

No reason to sit back and obsess

Still you can't stop the thoughts

Running back and forth, like a mad dog

Killing all your joy so slowly

This water is surely unholy

Stop thinking what you're thinking

Stop blinking, just stop blinking

You've got to keep your eyes peeled

You need to know if it's truly real

What do you feel?

Is this real?

Is it worth it?

Is life really worth it?

[Outro:]

No! Get away from me!

Get away from me!

Leave me alone!

Go away, go away!

Stop being stupid!

God, I'm so stupid!

Aaaaaah!

Fuck myself!

Fuck me!

Aaaaaah!