(Chorus:)

I don know what im doin

I don know where im going

I don know what im doin

I don know where im going but ill find a way to feel myself, if you hated on me then fuck yourself i can feel the growth

I can feel the accel

I don know what im doin

I don know where im going

I don know what im doin

I don know where im going but ill find a way to feel myself, if you hated on me then fuck yourself

I can feel the growth

I'm parallel to my old self

(Verse 1:)

I feel like the kid at the bottom i got no role models i just .. sit with my sorrows no one can help me im downin a bottle

Broke as fuck got my finger crossed that i get a new job

Maybe then i can hеlp mom but until then 9 an hour will have to do

I fuckin hate this

I'm sick of thе way this shit makes feel

Here i am lost an confused in my own mind on what to do

I'm feelin lost

I'm feelin blue

But whatever life throws ill make it through

Fake friends an family actin brand new

And that's the fuckin truth

I've been stuck a cage too long

Now I'm writin my emotions in all my songs

I'm feelin numb take a rip of the bong

I hope i don't flop but even then

I won't stop till i make it on top

An im poppin

I'm talkin

A million dollar deposits i'm going psychotic

But i won't stop till I'm in my coffin

(Chorus:)

I don know what i'm doin

I don know where i'm going

I don know what i'm doin

I don know where i'm going but ill find a way to feel myself, if you hated on me then fuck yourself i can feel the growth

I can feel the accel

I don know what im doin

I don know where im going

I don know what im doin

I don know where im going but ill find a way to feel myself, if you hated on me then fuck yourself

I can feel the growth

Im parallel to my old self

I feel like i live in the shadows

Got me isolated till no wit me

Beside the devil on my shoulder

(tellin me to end it)

But i won't fuckin listen

Im my own person im independent i tell that bitch to

Mind his business

Even if im fighting the demons within me

Im tired of livin in resentment

Im a man on mission trynna flip some digits

Y'all haters can miss me wit that bull shit

My heart cold its froze-over

I feel like imma

Blow like a nova

As i get older its hard to live sober because of the thoughts in my head

I need some closure damn..

(Chorus:)

I don know what im doin

I don know where im going

I don know what im doin

I don know where im going but ill find a way to feel myself, if you hated on me then fuck yourself i can feel the growth

I can feel the accel

I don know what im doin

I don know where im going

I don know what im doin

I don know where im going but ill find a way to feel myself, if you hated on me then fuck yourself

I can feel the growth

Im parallel to my old self

(Verse 3:)

Negative thoughts embedded i said it before i ain't gonna quit

I dreaded bein alone

But here i am no one hittin my phone but i could care less so i express my stress in my songs

Its written in stone-yeah im in my zone wit a cyclone of thoughts and depression evolved wit all these problems UN-resolved an i tell myself that's its all my fault

Even when i know its not

Im so fuckin lost life needs a pause or i need some applause or someone to show me that love before

Im dead and gone...