(Chorus:)

I wish that you would call me, I wish you never left

I wish that you would want me, but you wanted the best

So I would wait for the day , I won't wait For you anyways

I wish that you'd never haunt me ,I wish Id never let

You say that this was on me like I would just forget

So I'll wait for the day, I won't wait for you anyways

Oh, I'll wait for someday

(verse 1:)

(Look)

Thoughts in my mind yeah they creepin

All the good times we had on the weekends

I guess you can say it was deceiving

When you said you loved did you mean it? got my heart broke into little peices

Still haven't recovered when you said your leavin

So every time someone ask whats wrong im speechless

I need

Someone who tells me they love me  and they really mean it

Like is that too much to ask for?

I guess it is so i rock by myself got a couple of skeletons under my belt

I can't even handle it anxiety attacks in silency at this point its part of me

Im so drained i dont even got any fight in me

Look id be

Lying if i said i didn't have any regrets my lifes a mess i just try to impress you

But i just flop in stress

I know im not the best ill confess to you

But at least i can say i tried impressin you maybe i shoulda worried about myself more and then

Less of you

(Chorus:)

I wish that you would call me, I wish you never left

I wish that you would want me, but you wanted the best

So I would wait for the day , I won't wait For you anyways

I wish that you'd never haunt me ,I wish Id never let

You say that this was on me like I would just forget

So I'll wait for the day, I won't wait for you anyways

Oh, I'll wait for someday

(Verse 2:)

Every since you left and i wished ya ass the best i been feelin depressed/  got this pain in my chest/ heavy breathes from the tears/i guess i shoulda watched who i trusted and i loved in the past few years (damn)

Cause now look- im

 here an alone

A lonley soul that was soul searchin i needa purpose im feelin hurtin im feelin worthless look

Everytime i walk up in a room i get axienty gotta devil in my ear an won't leave the side of me

Everywhere i go it yeah, it seems like he follows me its honestly a part of me im fondely feelin i needa lobotomy or possibly poder my thoughts in silency

Im fighting an fighting till im lifeless walkin around mindlessly thinkin about who I -could- be

There might just be a lil spite in me from the kindness i bleed but i stand strong no matter how bad it seems i stick to my strings that made me

Maybe i shouldn't and i should change me

But i dont think i could even if you paid me

(Chorus:)

I wish that you would call me, I wish you never left

I wish that you would want me, but you wanted the best

So I would wait for the day , I won't wait For you anyways

I wish that you'd never haunt me ,I wish Id never let

You say that this was on me like I would just forget

So I'll wait for the day, I won't wait for you anyways

Oh, I'll wait for someday

(Verse 3:)

Fuck it i guess i can't change the past

So im movin past

My memories

A new chapter

Sad that this is the outcome after so many feelings an tears but i guess oh well

 Sad this is how it ended but it is what it is

Xoxo I wish you well

(Chorus:)

I wish that you would call me, I wish you never left

I wish that you would want me, but you wanted the best

So I would wait for the day , I won't wait For you anyways

I wish that you'd never haunt me ,I wish Id never let

You say that this was on me like I would just forget

So I'll wait for the day, I won't wait for you anyways

Oh, I'll wait for someday