[intro]

*wakes up surrounded by pill bottles and drinks*

I don't know anymore(why do i do this)

[Chorus]

Everyday i wake up to suicidal thoughts

Inside my head i've  been dead for a while

I don't know why i am(but i am)

I know i shouldn't think it(but i do it anyway)

Everyday i wake up to suicidal thoughts

[verse 1]

Day after day it pops in my mind

Pill after pill i pop(when will it stop)

Suicidal thought's i'ma pop em tell i drop em

I know one day i'll make it or break it

Ether way like perk's i'ma take it

Win or lose i'ma move up to the top

These cards i'ma play em one way or another

(yeah)i got a couple bro's looking up at me

Know i'll fight if i have to, to avoid conflict/

I may be broken but i'm never out spoken

Help i can hear death knocking at the door

Maybe one day i'll join em

[Chorus]

Everyday i wake up to suicidal thoughts

Inside my head I've been dead for a while

I don't know why i am(but i am)

I know i shouldn't think it(but i do it anyway)

Everyday i wake up to suicidal thoughts

.[verse 2]

(yeah)i have suicidal thoughts

I have heath problems from all the drugs that i bought

Living every day like i'm in court(i fought)

Every day i'm alive i die inside more

Knife in my hand but i can't help myself

Tonight i'ma smoke tell i can't smoke no more

Don't you dare try and stop me

I'ma legend in the making of breaking

I know it hurts you, but it hurts me more to be alive

[Chorus]

Everyday i wake up to suicidal thoughts

Inside my head I've been dead for a while

I don't know why i am(but i am)

I know i shouldn't think it(but i do it anyway)

Everyday i wake up to suicidal thoughts

[bridge]

Will it stop first or will my heart

Pop one pop two, i just pop all my perks

(yeah)i feel good but bad at the same time

When will this pain i fell drain outta me

[Chorus]

Everyday i wake up to suicidal thoughts

Inside my head I've been dead for a while

I don't know why i am(but i am)

I know i shouldn't think it(but i do it anyway)

Everyday i wake up to suicidal thoughts

[outro]

Inside my head I've been dead for a while

I don't know why i am(but i am)

I know i shouldn't think it(but i do it anyway)