[Verse]

I can feel that it's getting close

'Bout to have another episode

It ain't as easy as letting go

Inside I'm crying, but you'll never know

Been asleep for weeks, in the same fucking set of clothes

In my house, but I'm never home

Barely got the energy to write a fucking letter, no

Even if I want to leave here they won't let me go

Which sick am I, can you let me know?

Bipolar and skitzo, trust that I get 'em both

All this medication, I feel like I'm gettin' slow

Talkin' to a shrink but I'm never gettin' better though

I wanna leave, let me go

I can feel that it's getting close

Rock bottom's where I'm headed though

This pain, I pray that you never know

If I had one wish, no more tomorrow

Or no more pills that I'm forced to swallow

If I'm tapping out don't fuck around with me

'Cause, if you try to stop me, you're coming down with me

I wanna try to find some new surroundings

But in a second they got you surrounded

This is all I wanna do about it

Wanna hang my head in shame with a fucking noose around it

[Outro]

Lemme go

Just lemme go

Sorry

Just lemme go