[Verse 1: Seth Sentry]

Yo

At all times now, I hear the darkness callin'

Yeah, it's closer than it was and I just can't ignore it

So this is paranoia where every finger's pointed

Where everything looks haunted, yeah, so this is madness for ya

Is crazy somethin' a man is born with?

Or just some marijuana or the acid talkin'

Or the alcoholic in me, shit, I wish I had

The answers for 'em but all I know is that it has its claws in

And I just can't avoid it, now every shadow

Is a tar pit boilin' over, it's so close, I feel my back is cornered

And if I had a small wish, I wish I had of fought it

But now it's too late, 'cause everything's too damn distorted

Yeah, man, I wish I knew what started all this

(Yeah) I need some help but, yo, I can't afford it

Nah, fuck your help, I need a lighter now to spark a joint

[?] I'm fadin' away to the same place that Drapht was fallin'

Seth is gone, death a storm, this the calm before it

I'm just tryna summon the courage to bite the bullet (Do it)

The walls are talkin', I swear to God, this apartment's haunted

Could all this be paranormal? (Nah, this is madness for you)

And so it goes without sayin' this is my last recordin'

'Cause if you're hearin' this now it means I must have done it

First off, I really need to tell you just how much I'm sorry

I know that the news of my death was gruesome and hard to stomach

I'm sorry too for those who end up in the bathroom scrubbin'

Up the mess, I guess I was clumsy, this shit was far too bloody

Plus the blade, it was blunt and it couldn't cut me properly

I was in such a hurry, it's close and I can't outrun it

Goodbye

[Verse 2: 360]

Uh, ever since a kid I felt this way

The black sheep, I can never rid myself of hate

And some'll say that it's a mental disease

Well, I just pray that I can make it to the end of the week

It's like I'll only find happiness when dead or asleep

They say in time it'll get better for me but it forever repeats

It's like I'm on the search to find my inner peace

And the fact, I know it's never there is killin' me

'Cause I'll be honest, I'm tryna make it work

It's all I can think about but it's likely to make it worse

And it hurts, am I positive? No, I just wanted to go

It's like I'm trapped in my mind and I'm not lettin' go

They try to help me but I won't let 'em touch me

Until you've been in my shoes, don't ever judge me

The only thing that ever seems to excite me

Is the thought of me leavin' this life, it's the demon inside me

It screams to release and it needs

To be leavin', I make myself bleed just to see him

Don't be scared, it doesn't hurt while I bleed

I live in hell, if you go and search, you'll find me

I don't think this world and this earth's what I need

And I don't think this place is for a person like me

Is that really such a bad thing?

And people always point fingers but don't really understand him

I need to chill, I wanna leave here, serious

I'm bein' real, I don't wanna be here, period

Hey, yo, fuck it, my life's hell, I hate it

Ninety-nine per cent of my life's dealt with anger

See, I just wanna get a shotty, go and end it properly

Doin' everybody and myself a favour

And they say that your life's what you make it

I didn't ask for my own life but I'll take it