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I think and perceive and I call it reality

Fading away with the feeling

Must be the thing that I seek

A realer reality sought with the kids from the hood when we weak

Weaker than limbs on the underfed kids that were friends of the past

They was some ghosts

Vapid I figured from drained inhibition

Mirrors not needed we all were some rats man

Know I knew many a minor with draining the pain on the mind though

We was the same

Gutter the main frame that wе saw through

Stutter the brain pain what I call through

What I call through

Call and that shit is a no go

Tone cuts to dеad no message left no one is left from the wreckage I left

Tone cuts to dead no message left no one is left from the wreckage I left

Right away stray from the things that embody me

Body these verses I'm cursing astrology

Fucked from the stars

Straight from the start and I don't care

And I don't care yeah I don't mind

Splitting the mind

We was just left from the first served

Swerved from the course and the path of the past

Learned from the fools and we know now

Doubles if anything beckon the start of a new cast

And it's curtains now yeah it's curtains now uh

Double the vision cease intermission the energy crazy I tell you

Just watch

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Geneticist engineered genocide

Pierce through the vein and then pump in formaldehyde

I cannot wait to die

Relapse it high me like shit is high tide

Synapses lit up and induce the high

Tracks like a train my heart's already died

I don't want fame all I want is to sleep at night

Resist the knife

Insomnia endless awake always restless

Surrounded by snakes that feed off the depression

Drop in the lake with bricks now that I'm tethered

Sink to the bottom my version of heaven

Eviscerate

Cardiovascular system the scalpel it glisten

Remove in one sitting

Debilitate

Every one of my senses by cutting the brain stem from my spinal column

I'm done with it

Nothing more than I hate than the sentience

Every human I've met exude pestilence

Every piece of hatred I inherited

Disassociate think about death again

Trying so hard can't go back to the Heroin

I can't go there again

I can't be that again

Now I'm at war again

War with my own fucking head

It just begs me for life

Fucking begs for a shot for an ending

I can't see it ending

I can't see a light

Can't see any brightness just more fucking violence

In silence I still beg for quietness

I need a lobotomy

Tie me the fuck up and drop me into the sea