Chorus:

Wish I could sleep for once, I’m tired of being tired

Cause I’ve always been the runt, it’s how my shit is wired

Wanted em to adore us, but nobody noticed

Needed a friend to hold us, but nobody noticed

Verse:

I wrote a suicide note at 13, my school found it

They ain’t overreact, got sent home in the mountains

And I wish that all the measures they took were unfounded

Thinking “Has shit got better?” I doubt it

I’m thankful for the people surrounding me, but a call is only part of what I need

Internet just ain’t enough, that’s a creed

That’s a social deficiency, lack of friend that keep me sane

That’s a disability constantly eating up my brain

Wish I could go spend time with friends, feel no fucking remorse

They out having the time of their lives, growing as people from the source

I seen they’re changing and they’re bonding, I’m the one that’s left behind

All cuz they don’t give no fucks, wish I could go back and rewind

Do that dumbass shit we used to do back in Grams basement

Play video games, run a 3k, why we decaying

That shit was amazing, can’t capture it as a poet

Told time to slow down- but nobody noticed

Chorus:

Wish I could sleep for once, I’m tired of being tired

Cause I’ve always been the runt, it’s how my shit is wired

Wanted em to adore us, but nobody noticed

Needed a friend to hold us, but nobody noticed