INEVITABILITY - Intellectual

Chorus:

Inevitability

I know what’s coming

Inevitability

I know what’s coming for me

Verse 1:

Called for hours for the last fucking month

Neither used to this attention, both of us came out the runt

Mutually exchange advice, mutually there for each other

While we pick up little details, from my hobbies to your brother

To your man you’re having troubles with, exclaiming how I’m so mature

What we say on the phone’s a blur, broke up with mine, I’m over her

Ain’t nevеr been this honest with a human before

Nеver had somebody hear me out when brooding before

You never had somebody patient like me, like this

There when you smiling with glee, or having a crisis

I know that you would agree, shit we got is priceless

But what would you think of me if you heard of my shit?

If I let the good natured mask slip for a second

If you learned bout how I’m selfish, how I’m passive and jealous

If you learned I’m like those other guys you say acting hellish

I ain’t trying to trick you, I trick myself- nah, forget it

Chorus:

Inevitability

I know what’s coming

Inevitability

I know what’s coming for me

Verse 2:

Would it hurt to hear I’m much more insecure then I let on

Sending texts, refreshing- and when you answer, my stress is gone

That I think about sex a lot, even when I shouldn’t

Being good means I’m repressed a lot, let it all out, I couldn’t

I can never be real at a hundred percent

I know you want me too, you’ve thought it through, but I’ve seen your mess

I know it hurts to know I’ll always mask some sort of extent

It’s just relationships, it shouldn’t be a mortem instead

I’ll keep deluding myself, you’ll try to close in the distance

‘Ventually, he’ll be gone as well, you’ll want me to hold you as missus

You know I’ve no bad intentions, I know I can’t say no to you

I know you can’t say no to me, and yet my speech will be listless

My confidence is a farce, I front in my art, I tear me apart

Like, where do I start, you don’t deserve to be there as a part

I cannot bear to show you at my lowest, my guard will drop never

All you’d be getting’s a sham, I know you deserve better

I’m sorry for the late night ramblings

I wrote this shit before we could come to an understanding

It’ll probably be fine, and I’m probably overthinking it

Hopefully, with you here, my trauma, I don’t sink in it

Chorus:

Inevitability

I know what’s coming

Inevitability

I know what’s coming for me