Released on February 26, 2021

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[Intro]

I've been lonely

I've been waiting for you

I'm pretending

And that's all I can do

Fuck yeah

The love I'm sending

An't making it through to your heart (It's that pain)

A Lau on the beat

But there's something that you forgot (Ayy, AR)


[Pre-Chorus]

This shit, you can't make up

In tracks, I ain't make a fake one

And my grandma sedated, I was telling her "Wake up"

She wanted to go, I was telling her "Wait up"

Her heart stopped beating, I ain't lose faith, man I kept reing, uh

All this pain I'm enduring, only gon' tearing me more over demons


[Chorus]

I've been going through so much pain

Grandma had diеd, it'll never been the samе

This whole year been strange

Feel bad 'cause I hang with the family, less than I hang with the gang

But family hang with you in them chains

And them "gang gang" niggas change

Only a few I know gon' bang

And nigga I'ma do the same

I slide instant, my loyalty long distance

Over money, I see niggas start switching

Gotta love my bro from long distance

Won't believe all of the shit I done witness

And it's still no snitchin'

On a drill, boy, ain't no bitchin'

They hate me, but they don't listen

I'm on a mission, I'm tryna reach millions


[Bridge]

Ay Spazzo, wait on that appeal

Pops told me this life was gon' get real

I'm hurt, but I know you cannot tell

'Cause I drip like I signed a major deal

Crazy, I should be unexpected

Grandma did you even leave your will?

I been in that field like a Navy Seal

Got indicted then came home, drillin' still, uh


[Verse 1]

'Cause I can't let them take me

Even without a gun, it can't face me

12 on my dick, they stay tryna trace me

'Cause I keep me a rocket like Tracy

When I slide, ain't nobody make me

I'm a savage, ain't nobody made me

Even up top, they couldn't tame me

Different shit, but it's still the same me

I could look in your heart, you ain't real

Stressed out, I've been missing my meals

Ten toes, how you on my heels?

Any opp nigga get killed

Bro rewind, like a highlight reel

He'd cry over milk that's spilled

Fuck the D.A., I ain't takin' no deals

Unsigned, I don't need no deal


[Verse 2]

They can't wait 'till I drop like a penny, see

When I slide by myself, no dependency

Fuck a label, I like independency

For the jealousy, I keep a remedy

Make a bitch nigga sing, melody

Push him back 2 yards, penalty

Weapon, deadly

Headshot, specialty

I cannot hang with you if you lame

I pay at least twelve for my shoe games

When I say twelve, not flu games

Boy I got cream like Wu-Tang

Big gleesh got kick like Lu Kang

They know how I rock like Wolf Gang

Niggas only drillin' on UK

When we shoot, make cover like 2K


[Verse 3]

We ain't shootin' from a distance, uh

And we aimin' where he thinkin'

I know a couple shooters that be blinking, uh

And them niggas be on Lincoln

Oh lord, let that sink in, uh

That's why these niggas missing

That's why they failing missions

Call me JR, I keep a Smithen


[Chorus]

I've been going through so much pain

Grandma had died, it'll never been the same

This whole year been strange

Feel bad 'cause I hang with the family, less than I hang with the gang

But family hang with you in them chains

And them "gang gang" niggas change

Only a few I know gon' bang

And nigga I'ma do the same

I slide instant, my loyalty long distance

Over money, I see niggas start switching

Gotta love my bro from long distance

Won't believe all of the shit I don't witness

And it's still no snitchin'

On a drill, boy, ain't no bitchin'

They hate me, but they don't listen

I'm on a mission, I'm tryna reach millions


[Outro]

I've been lonely

I've been waiting for you

I'm pretending

And that's all I can do

The love I'm sending

An't making it through to your heart

But there's something that you forgot