Okay I fell for a nigga I half way liked but I knew he would treat me right

Low key wasn't my type

Well shit at least he was past my height and supported my grind

Came to my shows and sat in the front row and loved my shine

Gave hella kisses right infront of everybody sent pics to his friends like she all mine

And I miss that

And I used to wanna get back

But his love dissolved like a tic tac

Niggas steady tryna hint it was a mismatch

But losin a good man couldn't risk that

Damn

Now my heart broken like a kit kat

Damn

Goin through my phone where the pics at

Had to hit erase, zero fucks he gave

I'm lookin for a way

To fill this void after years of a nigga invadin my space

Did the chase

Now all of a sudden when a sista all in buddy wanna disappear now I gotta save face

From future plans.. to just not givin a damn

Should've obeyed my friends

You don't understand

I had a man who I didn't like til he grew on me

And when the love got too strong

He hit a U turn and he moved on

Should've put em in the friend zone

Damn, should've put that nigga in the friend zone

Then I would've left em in the friend zone

Instead of havin me feelin abandoned, abandoned

If I'm gonna get my heart broken then it might as well be by somebody I was head over heels for

By somebody every chick adored

Ball player I'll be cryin on a yacht 'steada cryin on the floor

Cryin on a yacht 'steada cryin on the floor

Cryin on a yacht 'steada cryin on the floor

But I got these

Raign drops fallin on my window seal

I've been starin out the window wonderin if this is real

I got these

Raign drops fallin on my window seal

I've been starin out the window wonderin if this is real

My first love, you supposed to be

But til I was 18 you ain't know of me

But you did what every other man was showin me

3 times left me hangin like a rosary

So ummm who can I run to?

We planned to meet and you ain't even come thru

Tried to build a bond with my sperm donor just to find out you was a bum too

Now its bump you

But at the same time thank you

One day Ima meet a man who gon truly love me cause I know that it ain't you

And the messed up part about it you're the who supposed to show me that

And I need to know the other side of my family, nigga you at least owe me that

I use to get mad, get sad, want it bad

But now I get to brag I made it without a dad

After all these years I'm now at peace with what I'll never have

So you won't get dragged, get trashed, on this track

I used to wonder

If I spent my childhood summers

With you and it's you I'm under

Would I still have this hunger

Would I overcome this rain, this lightning and this thunder

Would I still be a fighter or would I would've been a runner I don't know

Fallin on my window seal

I've been starin out the window wonderin if this is real

Raign drops fallin on my window seal

I've been starin out the window wonderin if this is real