[Intro]

(Nuwave)

I be having a constant battle in my head, gang (Damn, you crazy for this one)

You know I go through this shit every day

Look (Yeah)

[Verse]

I'm tryin’ hard not to doubt myself

Why I ain't made it? Why don't I got wealth?

Why I’m still stuck in this hell? Why did God not help?

Fuck goin' on? Like, what's the problem? 'Cause it's not myself

Hold up, Tee, you gotta hold yourself accountable

Nigga why would God show you somethin', you ain't showed him shit?

Gotta stop waitin', that ain’t patience, you ain’t blow up yet

These niggas cannot fuck with you and they knowin' that (Okay)

You would’ve overlapped, but rap ain't got your full focus yet

Bullshittin' (I am bullshittin'), out here fuckin’ with these hoes again (Yeah)

Naw, Tee, I just want a bitch to glow up with (Yeah)

I want love, but always end up hurtin', not focusin'

Behind lovе, I went broke, broke hеarts, and got broke up with (That shit hurt)

That's what you get, lowered your standards and settled for 'em (Yeah, yeah)

'Posed to play chess in this shit, you playin' checkerboard

Doggin' out these weak hoes, you should've got a better one (Nigga)

These bitches tryna trap you, why you nuttin' in them, sexin' raw? (Why you doin' that?)

What you really on?

Grind season, you ain't even 'posed to be fuckin' with these hoes

They fuckin' you, but they ain't genuinely fuckin' with you, though (What you doin'? Damn, dog)

Yeah, you right, Tee, I'm dumb as hell, what the fuck I'm livin' for?

I be waking up depressed and mad

Might catch an opp, put bullets in his chest and head

I had so many sad days layin' stressed in bed

Where I was livin', but I wanted to be dead instead

My brother trippin', I ain't talk to my pops in weeks

All I hear is criticism when everybody speak

Why I grew up wipin' tears off my mama cheeks? (That shit crazy)

Why the world so fucked up? Tell me honestly (Tell me)

You soundin' weak, you ain't the only one that been through it, get through it

Get outta bed, get ahead, and get some shit groovin' (Nigga)

You gon' go to jail killin' niggas or get killed, stupid (Okay)

Tee, it's a lot of shit you gotta quit doin' (I know, man)

'Cause you ain't the same, nigga

You ain't like niggas, your brain bigger (I know)

You ain't made to make the news, you could make millions (I know)

You can't change niggas' feelings, you can't change bitches (I know)

You the only thing that you can change, nigga (Damn, I guess you right, gang)

[Outro]

I'm the only thing that I can change, nigga (I'm the only thing I can change)

Gon' have to hold myself accountable, yeah (Had to pick my mind over my heart, fuck some feelings)

Yeah, fuck some feelings, put that shit on the wood, 1Up

We goin' upper, fuck all that lil' saying shit, man, that shit for the hoes

God bless

(Nuwave)