[Instrumental Intro]
[Verse 1]
I've been trying for so long
To make sense of making songs
Forging purpose, feigning pride
Standing static, paralyzed
Oh, I don't do much at all
Idling null before the fall
Didn't think I'd turn out to be so weak
I just want to improve and impress you
I'm looking right up at you, oh
But I'm barely enough for myself
Nor those looking up at me too
[Pre-Chorus]
This pageless poet has the prowess of a pigeon
And when faced with failure I don't stand a chance
You say I'm special as I shadow your success
But I can't make a living if I can't catch my breath
[Chorus]
Falling like a drop from cloud to cheek
I don't have the means to be a prodigy
Still, I am gonna make it, don't you see?
And I'll reach the hand extended out from you to me
I want it to be true, I wanna be just like you
I'd do anything to stand with you one day
I'll be your earnest protégé
[Verse 2]
You've been working for so long
You've made sense of making songs
You've found purpose where you are
You're a self-made superstar
I remind you of yourself
I'm a mirror to your past
So, does the answer come with time?
Can you tell me?
[Bridge]
Do I have the strength to grow up?
Do I have what it takes, or is it all in my head?
Am I quick or just impatient?
Planting the seeds too late, rushing the incubation
Can't take being amateur, I practice day and night
To get to a state where I am certain that I truly belong
(Are you ready? My chud life)
I want it more than anything
I want it more than anything
(Can you teach me to be)
[Pre-Chorus]
Someone worth the energy, who knows their worth entirely
And breaks down every boundary, eurythmy always following
With music that means more than anything
Can you teach me to be real?
[Chorus]
(I'm such a fucking chud)
Falling like a drop from cloud to cheek
Oh, I'll live in parallel with all my dreams
I give in to the noise and finally see
I've been singing to a crowd who all feel just like me
I want it to be true, I wanna be just like you
I'd do anything to make you proud one day
I'll be your steadfast protégé
You'll cheer my name
[Outro]
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